Saturday, September 20, 2025

Translations of Two Poems on Chekhov: by Ivan Bunin Иван Бунин and Yury Levitansky ЮРИЙ ЛЕВИТАНСКИЙ

 

Chekhov Home/Museum, Near Yalta





        

Иван Бунин
(1870-1953)



«Художник»
Хрустя по серой гальке, он прошел
Покатый сад, взглянул по водоемам,
Сел на скамью… За новым белым домом
Хребет Яйлы и близок и тяжел.
Томясь от зноя, грифельный журавль
Стоит в кусте. Опущена косица,
Нога – как трость… Он говорит: «Что, птица?
Недурно бы на Волгу, в Ярославль!»
Он, улыбаясь, думает о том,
Как будут выносить его – как сизы
На жарком солнце траурные ризы,
Как желт огонь, как бел на синем дом.
«С крыльца с кадилом сходит толстый поп,
Выводит хор… Журавль, пугаясь хора,
Защелкает, взовьется от забора –
И ну плясать и стукать клювом в гроб!»
В груди першит. С шоссе несется пыль,
Горячая, особенно сухая.
Он снял пенсне и думает, перхая:
«Да-с, водевиль… 
Все прочее есть гиль».

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Literal Translation

The Artist
Crunching through the leaden shingle [pebbles], he went past
The sloping garden, glanced at the reservoirs,
Sat down on a bench . . . Beyond the new white house
The Yaila mountain range loomed near, oppressive.

Languishing in the heat, a slate-gray crane
Stands in a bush. Tailfeathers drooping,
On one leg like a cane . . . He says: “How now,
Birdie? Time to fly off to the Volga, to Yaroslavl?”

With a smile he thinks of how
They’ll bear him out [of the house],
How dove-blue against the hot sun the funereal chasubles
Will look, how yellow the [candle] flames, how white the house against the blue.

“A fat priest with a censer descends from the porch,
Followed by the choir . . . Frightened by the choir, that crane
Clacks with his bill, soars up from the fence,
And down on the coffin he comes, dances about, and pecks it with his beak.”

A rasping in his chest. From the highroad dust
Drifts down, a hot, particularly dry dust.
He takes off his pince-nez, clears his throat, thinks:
“Yeah, vaudeville’s all we need; all the rest is crap.”


                                    


                                    Literary Translation/Adaptation by U.R. Bowie
The Artist

He passed the sloping garden, crunched through the grayish gravel,
Took note of reservoirs of water faraway marooned,
Sat on a bench and peered at Yaila mountain range that loomed 
Beyond the new white house in sunglare-dazzle.

Tail drooping, on one leg in bush nearby 
Stood languishing in heat a slate-gray crane.
He called out, “Birdie, what’s up? Take the train!
Up north you’ll find a cooler place to fly.”

He mused and smiled, thought how they’d bear him through
The house’s entryway, feet first, pace stately, slow,
How stoles of priests in rays of searing sun look indigo,
The candle flames, the house so white against sky-blue.

“Choir at his heels and censer in his hands, a stout priest next
Goes hobbling down the porch’s steps; the hymns
Affright the crane, who, clacks his bill, spreads wings,
Then soars and lands on coffin top and flutters, pecks.”

A rasping in his chest, the dust from highroad’s sizzle
Blows hot and dry, wafts up and swirls, then sinks;
He clears his throat, removes his pince-nez, thinks,
Vaudeville, there’s the ticket, folks; all the rest is drivel.


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Translator’s Note
This poem describes Anton Chekhov in his valetudinarian years, when his severe consumption kept him living most of each year in the warmer climate of the Crimean Peninsula. Bunin met Chekhov in Yalta in 1899, and they remained close friends until Chekhov’s death in 1904. Bunin often visited him at the Yalta house, called “the white house” by locals, which is now a museum. While living in this house (1899-1904), where his mother and sister Masha lived with him, Chekhov wrote, among other things, two of his best plays, Three Sisters and The Cherry Orchard, and his most well-known story, “The Lady with the Dog.”
At an event organized by the Moscow Art Theater in honor of what would have been Chekhov’s fiftieth birthday (January 17, 1910), Bunin read from his memoirs of Chekhov and caused a sensation when he played out several conversations, perfectly mimicking Chekhov’s voice and intonations. The great writer’s mother and sister, who were in the audience, were brought to tears.
The poem above, first published in 1913, imagines Chekhov in his final years in Yalta, anticipating his own death and funeral at the so-called “white house.” But, so it turned out, he died not in Yalta, but in Germany, where he had gone with his wife Olga Knipper to seek medical treatment. He is buried at the Novodevichy Convent Cemetery in Moscow.
The slate-gray crane described in the poem is probably a demoiselle crane. The final line is a catchphrase in Russian, originating in Griboedov’s famous play, “Woe from Wit” (1824). The expression is used as ironic commentary on someone’s passion for cheap spectacles, or as a derogatory evaluation of low-grade art. Chekhov himself, whose writing career began with little sketches written for the popular press, rather liked vaudeville. Once, in commenting on the artistic merit of Lermontov’s story, “Taman,” he remarked, “I can’t understand how he could write something like that when he was still little more than a boy! You write a work that good, plus just one fine vaudeville, and you can die happy.”









                                                    Bunin and Chekhov


ЮРИЙ ЛЕВИТАНСКИЙ

(1922-1996)

 

   ЯЛТИНСКИЙ ДОМИК

Вежливый доктор в старинном пенсне и с бородкой,

вежливый доктор с улыбкой застенчиво-кроткой,

как мне ни странно и как ни печально, увы, —

старый мой доктор, я старше сегодня, чем вы.

 

Годы проходят, и, как говорится, сик транзит

глория мунди, — и все-таки это нас дразнит.

Годы куда-то уносятся, чайки летят.

Ружья на стенах висят, да стрелять не хотят.

 

Грустная желтая лампа в окне мезонина.

Чай на веранде, вечерних теней мешанина.

Белые бабочки вьются над желтым огнем.

Дом заколочен, и все позабыли о нем.


Дом заколочен, и нас в этом доме забыли.

Мы еще будем когда-то, но мы уже были.

Письма на полке пылятся — забыли прочесть.

Мы уже были когда-то, но мы еще есть.

 

Пахнет грозою, в погоде видна перемена.

Это ружье еще выстрелит — о, непременно!

Съедутся гости, покинутый дом оживет.

Маятник медный качнется, струна запоет...

 

Дышит в саду запустелом ночная прохлада.

Мы старомодны, как запах вишневого сада.

Нет ни гостей, ни хозяев, покинутый дом.

Мы уже были, но мы еще будем потом.


Старые ружья на выцветших старых обоях.

Двое идут по аллее — мне жаль их обоих.

Тихий, спросонья, гудок парохода в порту.

Зелень крыжовника, вкус кисловатый во рту.

1976

 

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Literary Translation/Adaptation by U.R. Bowie

 The House in Yalta

 The kind-hearted doctor in beard with an ancient pince-nez,

courteous doctor with diffident smile somewhat fey;

how strangely it moves me, and renders my sad thoughts askew—

to think, dear old doctor, that now I am older than you.

 

The years hasten by, and sic transit the glory, they say,

and we feel peeved, for we’d like all the glory to stay.

The years are borne off, while the seagulls to new heights aspire,  

and rifles on walls go on hanging, reluctant to fire.

 

A sad yellow lamp in the mezzanine window burns doggedly. 

Tea-time on veranda in gloaming’s mishmash-gallimaufry.

Whitish small moths hover over the yellow lamp-glow.

Boarded up is the house, left behind by relentless time’s flow. 

 

The house is deserted, and we in the house are forgotten.

We’ll come here again, to this place where we feel misbegotten.

Letters in dust on the mantle; they lie there unread.

We once had our being, but we are still living, not dead.

 

The air smells of rainstorms, a change in the weather it seems.

That rifle will fire at long last, oh yes, by all means!

The guests are assembling, the house with new life will soon ring.  

The pendulum swings and the taut string when broken will sing . . .

 

In desolate garden the cool of the evening breathes.

We are old-fashioned, like smell of a cherry grove’s leaves.

The house is forsaken, no guests and no residents home.

We once had our being; we’ll be in a new monochrome.

 

Wallpaper faded with pictures of rifles antique.

Two persons strolling in allée through pity most bleak.

Soft hoot sleepy-toned of a steamship in port faraway.

The green of a gooseberry, tasting of sour decay.

 

                                                               Translator's Note

Some of the allusions to Chekhov's fiction in the Levitansky poem:

Second Stanza: "seagulls" allusion to Chekhov's play "The Seagull"

Rifles that don't fire: allusion to Chekhov's famous remark that if you have a gun on the wall in the first act of your play it must fire by the final act (see also Fifth Stanza).

Fifth Stanza: Chekhov uses the sound of a broken string offstage in his play, "The Cherry Orchard." The actual orchard is mentioned in the following (Sixth) stanza.

Seventh Stanza: allusion to Chekhov's story "Gooseberries."




Sunday, September 14, 2025

Translation of Poem by Aleksandr Kushner, АЛЕКСАНДР КУШНЕР, "То, что мы зовем душой," WHAT WE CALL A SOUL

 


АЛЕКСАНДР КУШНЕР
Born:  Sept. 14, 1936
 
[С днем рождения, Александр Семёнович!]  89
 
То, что мы зовем душой,
Что, как облако, воздушно
И блестит во тьме ночной
Своенравно, непослушно
Или вдруг, как самолет,
Тоньше колющей булавки,
Корректирует с высот
Нашу жизнь, внося поправки;
 
То, что с птицей наравне
В синем воздухе мелькает,
Не сгорает на огне,
Под дождем не размокает,
Без чего нельзя вздохнуть,
Ни глупца простить в обиде;
То, что мы должны вернуть,
Умирая, в лучшем виде, —
 
Это, верно, то и есть,
Для чего не жаль стараться,
Что и делает нам честь,
Если честно разобраться.
В самом деле хороша,
Бесконечно старомодна,
Тучка, ласточка, душа!
Я привязан, ты — свободна.
 
1969-01-01 - 2017-03-19

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                                                  Literary Translation/Adaptation by U.R. Bowie

What we call a soul, you see,
Is like a cloud, all airy, buoyant;
She glimmers midst some dark debris,
Capriciously flamboyant,
Or all at once, like diving plane,
Thinner than a pin that pricks us,
She wields from on high her flame,
Amends our lives, restricts us;
 
She’s something like unto a bird,
Which flicker-flies through skies sky-blue,
And isn’t burnt by fire’s swearword,
And stays still dry when rains accrue;
The thing without which one can’t sigh,
Exonerating wayward daughter;
We must return soul when we die,
In better shape than when we got her.
 
Could be that soul is that fine thing
You don’t mind trying to attain to,
The source of honor, its wellspring,
What honor is, in fine, germane to.
She’s what, in fact, is just pure good,
Old-fashioned, see? Like the word ‘lea’:
A raincloud, swallow, soul, driftwood!
I’m tethered, see? But souls are free.

 

 



Friday, September 12, 2025

Translation of Poem by Yury Levitansky, Юрий Левитанский, "Cон об уходящем поезде," DREAMING OF A TRAIN I MISSED

 


Юрий Левитанский
(1922-1996)


Cон об уходящем поезде

Один и тот же сон
                мне повторяться стал.
Мне снится, будто я
                от поезда отстал.

Один, в пути, зимой,
                на станцию ушел,
а скорый поезд мой
                пошел, пошел, пошел.
И я хочу бежать
                за ним — и не могу,
и чувствую сквозь сон,
                что все-таки бегу,

и в замкнутом кругу
                сплетающихся трасс
вращение земли
                перемещает нас —
вращение земли,
                вращение полей,
вращение вдали
                берез и тополей,
столбов и проводов,
                разъездов и мостов,
попутных поездов
                и встречных поездов.
Но в том еще беда,
                и, видно, неспроста,
что не годятся мне
                другие поезда.
Мне нужен только тот,
                что мною был обжит.
Там мой настольный свет
                от скорости дрожит.
Tам любят лечь — так лечь,
                а рубят — так с плеча.
Там речь гудит, как печь,
                красна и горяча.
Мне нужен только он,
                азарт его и пыл.
Я знаю тот вагон.
                Я номер не забыл.
Он снегом занесен,
                он в угле и в дыму.
И я приговорен
                пожизненно к нему.

Мне нужен этот снег.
                Мне сладок этот дым,
встающий высоко
                над всем пережитым.
И я хочу за ним
                бежать — и не могу.
И все-таки сквозь сон
                мучительно бегу,
и в замкнутом кругу
                сплетающихся трасс
вращение земли
                перемещает нас.

1970

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                                               Literary Translation/Adaptation by U.R. Bowie


                                                           Dreaming of a Train I Missed

A dream, one and the same,
            keeps running through my mind.
I dream I’m limping, lame,
            and miss the train each time.
In winter snows, alone
            I trek toward station’s track,
but then I vent a groan:
            my fast train’s left, alack.
I try to run and catch
            the train, but all in vain,
and feel through dreamy haze
            I’m running all the same,
and in a vicious circle
            of train tracks intertwined
the earth’s rotation moves us
            and leaves us ill-defined, 
rotation of the earth,
            rotation of green pastures,
rotation far away
            of poplar trees and asters,
of poles and hanging wires,
            of byways and of bridges,
of trains that pass, highfliers,
            and trains sidetracked by switches.
There must be some good reason
        (and one more thing to rue),
why just that train’s so needful,
        why other trains won’t do.
I need the one I’m used to,
        can’t tolerate another,
I need the light from desk lamp
        that glows with speed aflutter,
where lie down if you’re tired,
            where steaks are shoulder cut,
where speech roars like a stove afire,
            both beautiful and hot.
So that’s the only train I need,
            its dash, panache, hardware,
I know the very coach I need,
            its number and its flair,
the one that’s all coal-black, smoked-up,
            with snow upon its roof,
my whole life’s bound to just that train,
            leakproof, rustproof, foolproof.
I need that snow on coach roof
            that sweetness of the smoke
that hovers over this whole poem,
            the gist of it, the joke,
and still I want to chase it down,
            and find I still cannot,
but all the same through nightmare dream
            tormented I still run, 
and in a vicious circle
            of train tracks intertwined
the earth’s rotation moves us
            and leaves us ill-defined. 

 

 



Sunday, September 7, 2025

Poem by Bobby Goosey, "Hoping for Token Sighs (A Benediction)"

 


Bobby Lee Goosey

Hoping for Token Sighs
(A Benediction)

My eyes are open,
Always open,
Ever and always open,
Ever and always and always and ever open,
 
My eyes are hoping,
Always hoping,
Ever and always hoping,
Ever and always and always and ever hoping,
 
Hoping your sighs will be
Not giant-sized,
Will be
Ever and always and always and ever be token.
 
My eyes are open,
Open and hoping,
Always open,
Ever and always hoping,
Hoping your sighs won’t be
Giant-sized sighs,
Will be
Never and ever be never be more than just token.



Friday, September 5, 2025

Translations: The Bestest of the Best, TWENTY, Vladimir Mayakovsky, "TO RUSSIA (THE OVERSEAS OSTRICH)"

                           Mayakovsky the Ostrich, with Red Army Soldiers

 Несет он яйца?

Уйти б, не кусается ль?

("Does it lay eggs? Might it not bite?")


Vladimir Mayakovsky
(1893-1930)

России

Вот иду я,
заморский страус,
в перьях строф, размеров и рифм.
Спрятать голову, глупый, стараюсь,
в оперенье звенящее врыв.
 
Я не твой, снеговая уродина.
Глубже
в перья, душа, уложись!
И иная окажется родина,
вижу —
выжжена южная жизнь.
 
Остров зноя.
В пальмы овазился.
«Эй,
дорогу!»
Выдумку мнут.
И опять
до другого оазиса
вью следы песками минут.
 
Иные жмутся —
уйти б,
не кусается ль?—
Иные изогнуты в низкую лесть.
«Мама,
а мама,
несет он яйца?»—
«Не знаю, душечка.
Должен бы несть».
 
Ржут этажия.
Улицы пялятся.
Обдают водой холода.
Весь истыканный в дымы и в пальцы,
переваливаю года.
 
Что ж, бери меня хваткой мерзкой!
Бритвой ветра перья обрей.
Пусть исчезну,
чужой и заморский,
под неистовства всех декабрей.
 
1916

                                                    Literal Translation

 

To Russia


Here I come,

an overseas ostrich,

in feathers of stanzas, meters and rhymes.

I try, stupid me, to hide my head,

by burying it in ringing plumage.

 

I’m not yours, snowy monster.

Deeper

into feathers, soul, burrow in!

And a different homeland will show up,

I see—

a scorched southern life,

 

Island of white heat.

Ovationed [neologism, mixture of “ovation” and “vase”] in palms.

‘Hey,

make way!’

They crumple my creative thought

And again

to another oasis

I weave in sands the footprints of minutes.

 

Some shrink back,

“shouldn’t we go,

doesn’t it bite?”

Others are bent down into base flattery.

“Momma,

Say, Momma,

Does it lay eggs?

I don’t know, dearie,

It should lay.”

 

The stories [of buildings] whinny with laughter.

The streets stare with popped-out eyes.

Frigidities drench me in water.

All studded [pierced, as with nails] in smokes and in fingers,

I transport years.

 

All right then! Take me in your icy-vile [neologism: mixture of “vile” and “frozen”] grasp!

With razor of wind shave off my feathers.

Let me disappear,

alien and overseas I,

beneath the fury of all the Decembers.

 

                  Literary Translation/Adaptation by U.R. Bowie

To Russia
(The Overseas Ostrich)
 

Here I come,
in feathers of stanzas, meter and rhyme,
an overseas ostrich, in sum,
is what I’m.
Trying, do I, my poor noggin to hide,
to deep under jangling of plumage abide.
 
I’m not yours, you snow-smothered monstrosity!
Deep, burrow deep
into feathers’ loquacity,
deep, o my soul, and what do I see?
A new native land
with a dearth of ferocity,
A scorched southern beastliless
Realm of whoopee.
 
Isle of white heat,
Ovations of palms, clapping their fronds, yea!
But then, “Hey,
Make way, deadbeat!”
They crumple and stomp creativity.
And on again off am I’m,
bound for oasis, my locomotivity,  
weaving in sandiness footsteps of time.
 
Some shrink away,
seem ready for flight.
“Hadn’t we better go?
Might it not bite?”
Others kowtow and suck up to and fro.
“Momma,
Say, Momma,
does it lay eggs, poop doo?
I don’t know, smoochikins;
I’d bet that it do.”
 
Floors let out whinnies and hootikins,
Alleyways pop out their eyes into stares,
Frigidness drenches me wet with arrears,
While fingered by smokiness, bristling with cares,
I keep loading
and transporting years.
 
Go on! Grab me in your vile-ice grip!
Shave off my plumage with razor of wind.
Let me just blow away—
alien-ostriched, overseazed
scrap of scrip—
into your raving Decemberness freezed.    

 

Translator’s Note

A founder of the Futurist movement in Russian poetry, Mayakovsky was known before the Revolution for his wild antics and hooliganism. In the early days of the Soviet Era he was the most vociferous and best spokesman of the Revolution. He is still known largely for his thunderous declamations of revolutionary poetry, with his macho-man stance, and his condemnation of the whole 18th century/19th century lyrical tradition in Russian poetry.

But somewhere beneath all the bluster there was a truly lyrical poet, a “cloud in trousers.” He wrote poems in which he portrayed himself as a kind of freak, an animal tormented by the crudity of humankind. His letters to his mistress, Lilya Brik, are full of his childlike adoration of animals, and he signed off with drawings of small creatures, including himself as “puppy dog.”

Tentatively dated 1916, “To Russia” expresses the alienation of the poet in Russia’s pre-revolutionary world. In his literary biography, Mayakovsky: A Poet in Revolution, Edward J. Brown stresses one persistent theme: “the loneliness of the poet among philistines.” As for the image of the ostrich, Brown writes that “Mayakovsky’s animals are all alter egos of the poet himself, and each one expresses some aspect of his own alienation.”

Using near-rhymes and neologisms typical of his style, in “To Russia” the poet portrays himself as a large flightless bird wreathed in southern plumage, alien to the frigidity and snows of Northern Russia, while simultaneously alien to petty bourgeois life. In what seems the manifestation almost of a persecution complex, the poor ostrich tries desperately to escape the vulgarities of the quotidian: hiding his head in his plumage, seeking out a more amenable desert homeland.

But there is no escape, and the persecuted bird—whose poet-feathers consist of stanzas, meter and rhyme—must trudge on, enduring the abuse. At one point the imagery suggests that of a turkey or chicken, being prepared for roasting; at another point the ostrich appears to be in a zoo, tormented by the alien gaze of the zoogoers. The end of the poem suggests a kind of surrender: “let me just blow away;” literally, “let me disappear.” The ostrich is roasted and ready to be gobbled up by the frenzies of frigid Decembers.

In embracing wholeheartedly the revolution of the workers and peasants, Mayakovsky may have assumed that, finally, he could make an accommodation with the accepted norms of the common man—who was now the New Soviet Man. He produced propaganda for the revolutionary cause, ditties and poster art that always bore the mark of his unique creative impulses. He went out among the people; his poetry readings were vastly popular. But even amidst the people he was still, in many ways, that oddball and persecuted ostrich, penetrated by alien eyes. And the kind of revolutionary poetry that Mayakovsky wrote--modernist poetry full of “difficult” imagery--сould never be any more amenable to ignorant Soviet workers and peasants than it was to the unversed bourgeoisie of Tsarist Russia.



[Note by U.R. Bowie: I am re-posting on my blog what I consider the best of my translations of Russian poetry into English.]

Saturday, August 30, 2025

Disease in Dostoevsky

 


Disease in Dostoevsky


Dostoevsky pulls art out of his own diseased inner organs. So many of his works are replete with physical and mental illness—their very spirit is diseased. The malaise of the works communicates itself to the reader, so that in reading Dostoevsky, you experience a spiritual, and sometimes even a physical indisposition.

 

While imprisoned in the Peter and Paul Fortress in 1849, awaiting trial for sedition, Dostoevsky “suffered from grotesque nightmares and a visceral sensation of the floor heaving like a ship at sea.” But he made use of his emotions, working feverishly on his writing. As he said in a letter to his brother Michael, “When such a nervous time came over me formerly, I used it for writing. In such a condition you always write better and more, but now I restrain myself, so as not to do myself in altogether.”


[excerpted from the book by U.R. Bowie, Here We Be. Where Be We?]



Friday, August 29, 2025

Dostoevsky's Dark Humor: The Toothache Moaner

 




Dostoevsky’s Dark Humor: The Man Who Moans With Toothache


“He knows better than anyone that, in so moaning and carrying on, he only lacerates, irritates himself and others in vain; he knows that the audience for his performance, his whole family, listens to him now with loathing, believes him not even for a second. Deep down they all understand that he could moan in a different way, more simply, without all the trills and flourishes, and that in moaning with such vehemence he is only indulging himself, moaning for sheer spite.”

Dostoevsky, Notes from the Underground

 

Dostoevsky's Notes from the Underground features a self-proclaimed "sick man," the narrator. He is sick in both body and spirit, and proud of it. Dostoevsky's works teem with sickness, but they also can be extremely funny in places. Dostoevsky is the supreme dark humorist of Russian literature.






Tuesday, August 26, 2025

Magnolia Blooms and Senescence

 


How The Aged Walk, And Stand, and Stare

You amble down the street, limping and hobbling, and the magnolia blooms are standing tall and white on the southern magnolia trees in the Florida sunshine, and you halt your slow, unsteady traipse to stand staring at them, those blooms, for there is so little left to live for and hope for, and you wish you could stare at the blooms long enough to stare their stark whiteness into your palsied head, your withered arms, your very self, imbue your once vital, now senescent flesh with fresh whiteness. But you can’t.


[excerpted from the book by U.R. Bowie, Here We Be. Where Be We?]




Saturday, August 23, 2025

Translation of Poem by A.K. Tolstoy, А.К. ТОЛСТОЙ, "Бывают дни, когда злой дух меня тревожит," "Now and Again An Evil Spirit Plagues Me"

 


А.К. ТОЛСТОЙ
(1817-1875)

 

Бывают дни, когда злой дух меня тревожит
И шепчет на ухо неясные слова,
И к небу вознестись душа моя не может,
И отягченная склоняется глава.
И он, не ведая ни радости, ни веры,
В меня вдыхает злость – к кому, не знаю сам –
И лживым зеркалом могучие размеры
Лукаво придает ничтожным мелочам.
B кругу моих друзей со мной сидит он рядом,
Веселость им у нас надолго отнята,
И сердце он мое напитывает ядом
И речи горькие влагает мне в уста.
И всё, что есть во мне порочного и злого,
Клубится и растет всё гуще и мрачней
И застилает тьмой сиянье дня родного,
И неба синеву, и золото полей,
В пустыню грустную и в ночь преобразуя
Всё то, что я люблю, чем верю и живу я.
 
1858
 
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                                               Literary Translation/Adaptation by U.R. Bowie

Now and again an evil spirit plagues me,
He whispers in my ear words blurred, obscure;
My soul no hopes of heaven can foresee, 
Poor head is bowed, for spleen there is no cure.  
And he, who knows no joy, no saving faith,
Instills in me pure spite—toward one unknown,
In lying mirror refracts scenes that scathe,
That craftily enlarge minute things shown.
Amidst my dearest friends he takes a seat,
All merriment he’s long from souls unwrung,
He soaks my heart in venom and deceit, 
And words most bitter places on my tongue.
And all in me most vicious and perverse
Swirls up and grows e’er dark and more emboldened,
The day’s bright glow in shadows doth immerse,
My skies of blue, the fields idyllic, golden,
Transmogrifying, rending bleak thereby 
All things that I believe in, love and live by.